i dont know what am i supposed to do....

i dont know ......
n i dont wanna know..
but i cant...

now...
i can just hope a miracle...
tomorrow...
if i cant....
maybe i cant stand up

im shaking now..
sorry 4 everyone...but i cant think clearly..
my brain is full of fear..

one of sentence that maybe i'll dissapointed them..
"u dont ever think about cost of ur study...
but think about ur self....think about ur study..
mom and dad can handle this....so dont worry about it..""

last night..
with my 2 friend..
i cant handle this tears..
iam crying..
i cant stop it..
it just like....

im weak now...
if i was remembered..
so many people that always support me..
but i'm not enough to be strong...
i just wanna go from this place...
i need somebody to take care of me..
i mizz u...