i dont know what am i supposed to do....

i dont know ......
n i dont wanna know..
but i cant...

now...
i can just hope a miracle...
tomorrow...
if i cant....
maybe i cant stand up

im shaking now..
sorry 4 everyone...but i cant think clearly..
my brain is full of fear..

one of sentence that maybe i'll dissapointed them..
"u dont ever think about cost of ur study...
but think about ur self....think about ur study..
mom and dad can handle this....so dont worry about it..""

last night..
with my 2 friend..
i cant handle this tears..
iam crying..
i cant stop it..
it just like....

im weak now...
if i was remembered..
so many people that always support me..
but i'm not enough to be strong...
i just wanna go from this place...
i need somebody to take care of me..
i mizz u...

thanx 2 all of u...

last week...
im feel so depressed..
i dont know why..
maybe coz my last project..make me crazy...
but everybody support me..
" len, kamu bisa..
jangan nyerah...
trus iktiar n tawakal...
insya allah ada jalan keluarny..?

yup.. that's statement dari org yg gw sayang..
temen2 gw..
i luv u all..
i know i must do it..
n i dont wanna give up..
i dont wanna cry anymore..
now im in battle..
i must fight my self..
n believe ur self..that's everybody told me..


Okay...
see u in graduation cerremony.
i hope we can graduate together...
mizz u..gallz...
muaaccchhhh...